April 2005
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April 30, 2005
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This is a problem that everyone at some point in time will encounter
A problem that is unavoidable especially when you reach ‘that’ point in life
Not that it’s my ‘time’ yet, but it is simply bothering me
Or rather, it has always been bothering me.
Even my mum was asking me.
“Huh? Where are all your spare tyres? Aiyo, 21 years old is mature enough to have a boyfriend. Don’t just think about studying.”
Oh man.
What do I do?
It is not like buying a product - get out of the house, look for it , buy it, call it your own and bring it home.
Not so simple ya.
Most of my uni mates have really nice boyfriends. The things they do, they stories you hear…
Haiz, you wish you were half as lucky.
No, not that ‘D’ word (desperate, if you are wondering)
Just wondering if it is my problem or not.
Ha!
When there were ’spare tyres’ around, I was pretty picky.
So much so that my reputation was “the dun-wanna-give-her-heart-away girl”
Hey!
I was just trying to make the right choice, and trying to figure out who I really fancy!
But… “Time and tide, in this case boys, waits for no woman”
In no time, the spare tyres went on and found their Ferrari and Mercedes.
And me?
A tyre-less saloon.
Maybe there should be EYE FOR A GIRL too…
1 shoe, 10 naked feet.
The Utopia for Madness…
April 30, 2005
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It just suddenly daunt onto me that I seen to have something against my younger sister no matter what she does.
Serious.
Every single thing, most of the time, I cannot stand her.
Sometimes and very rarely, we seems to hit it off okay, but most of the time we bit the heads off each other.
Legend has it that to be siblings, 2 person would have cultivated some kind of ‘karma’ or whatever it is called in your past few lifes.
I guess it is not all that true ya.
If it takes so many lifetimes to cultivate this sibling-ship, why is it that we are fighting every single day for almost everything?
Such a waste of time. Fight, fight, fight.
That’s why I kind of envy those people with fantastic relationships with their siblings. They treat each other as best friends and tell each other everything, do everything together…
Seems kind of nice doesn’t it?
My sister thinks that I have some mental problem to be against her all the time.
I think that my sister have a lot of growing up to do and she is worst than a 10 year old kid.
What seems to be the problem?
April 25, 2005
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You will never realise how fragile life is until you have seen the edge of death…
Some things that I can never understand seems to be clearer and more visible now.
I used to think that getting an ‘A’ for all everything is important. I get depressed for days if I have only gotten a ‘B’.
How pathetic is that?
“Life is more than just getting As for everything you do.” My poly lecturer once said that and I thought that was the biggest joke on earth.
What could be more important than proving yourself and others that you can face up to any kind of challenges and reign victorious with lots of Distinctions and As under your belt?
Some kind of thinking huh.
I am not saying that we should just skimply do everything.
It is more like being realistic and understand that there is a bigger purpose for our existence in this world.
Oh crap….
I am just getting emotional on this warm Monday afternoon.
Just crap.
April 23, 2005
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This is life…
That’s how I would describe yesterday…
High tea and KTV.
Both sinful and expensive indulgence…
But who cares!
I had fun…..
So what if my true colours are exposed now… I think my friends still love me…
Hahaha….
The Pacifier was great too…
All thanks to Jym kor kor, Huiz and Bixia…
Thanks for waiting for me….. =)
April 21, 2005
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No, I don’t mean that I cannot grow up as in I don’t want to grow up.
I mean that I really cannot grow up as in I feel that my personality does not fit my age…
In another 5 months (oh well, lots of time) I’ll step into the socially constructed age of ‘adulthood’. I don’t think I can handle that.
I am quite serious. Although it just nothing but a mere way of thinking, I still feel as if there are certain obligations that an one should fulfill…
I realise that I do not know a lot of things…
With age comes wisdom… Haha..
I do not even have wisdom tooth. (Shall not add the word ‘yet’)
Where on earth should I find wisdom?
How ignorant am I.
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